Bootstrap wrote:temporal1 wrote:Bootstrap wrote:Ouch. I don't know exactly what you are feeling, but I know it must be really hard.
Praying for healing and reconciliation ...
i need less thinking, and more acting.
How would you like us to pray? That you have wisdom and courage to act?
wisdom, courage, focus, strength.
thank you.
today, i moved some bags of soil and mulch. so heavy.
everything is so slow for me.
i must focus beyond slow, concentrate on consistent effort, forget about slow.
MaxPC wrote:temporal1 wrote: i need less thinking, and more acting.
The seasons of life: each place different demands upon us.
It's difficult to say the least when we realize it's time to make changes.
You will be kept in our prayers for your seeking of God's will for you.
thank you.
i've talked to my son (some) about my winter plans. i don't want my daughter to have more to think about. nothing to be gained there. no sense talking about something i'm not sure i can accomplish, or that i'm not even sure "how things will look" if+when i get there.
we'll see how things look in about 12 weeks. i guess.
i wish the internal battle would let up. after all these years.